December 2011
My heart hurts so bad.
It’s terrible when you have someone tell you that you don’t stand for anything. And it makes me realize that I actually do stand for something, and that something is just getting by. Doing what makes me feel better. And maybe that’s not something to stand for, but I’m going to strive to be a better person. And not starting New Years. Starting today and tomorrow and every...
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In 2012
I will not smoke. I will not drink. I will not do drugs.
t0rial0vesy0u asked: I have been following you forever, throughout you and Luke's relationship. I don't want to get into your personal business but if that post is about him then i'm sorry :~c anyways, I have been going through pretty much the same exact thing. I still can't rap my brain around the fact that girls get more attached then guys. It's ripping me apart, and I don't know what...
I don’t mind loving you anymore. I know that you have someone else you like and you’ll never love me again, but I guess it just means that I really DO love you and you didn’t really love me. And that’s okay because it’s kind of expected. You know? I’m a girl and girls get attached more than guys. And if you really love someone, it doesn’t just go away. I...
I guess I just lost myself along the way while trying to find myself.
Biology Teacher: So the sperm is surrounded with glucose
student: you mean semen is like sugar?
Biology Teacher: yeah basically
me: doesn't taste like..
Biology Teacher:
me:
student:
Biology Teacher:
me:
student:
me: whoops
I miss you
Not be rude, but why is it okay for you to talk to me, and be kissing another girl, but when I’m talking to you, and just hanging out with a guy friend, it’s suddenly not okay?
I mean, if you’re jealous, I get that. And I would stop if you told me too. But we’re not together and I know sometimes I try to act like we are, but why are you allowed to want other girls but...
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I really hate
that random sinking feeling in my chest. Because I know what it leads to and that scares me. I’m scared of the loneliness and sadness that seems to trap me every now and then and I’m so sick of it. Sick of the hurt and pain.
I just want a break. Why can’t I be happy forever? Why won’t I let myself be happy?
myinvasionofthoughts asked: People don't actually believe it, it's a joke.
I’m just really scared to talk to people about things that hurt me at this point.
I like..can’t cry in front of people or anything like that anymore.
It stresses me out. haha
Sometimes I just want a really big hug that lasts...
I don’t have a lot of important things to say anymore.